Well it has been 7 days (one week) since i have seen Micheal. He was supposed to come last night and the night before but was hunting. Im starting to feel as if he dosent like me anymore, after 6 months. This is what Chris did to me, made up excuses not to come. If he dosent ‘love me’ anymore why dosent he just come over and tell me. It cuts me up because i wait for hours for him to come and then he texts saying he cant make it. I hope he comes tonight.

On Friday me and Laura went to Hastings for the weekend. Our bus was so late in the morning it was supposed to come at 9.30am but it came at 10am, and the bus driver was a really angry old man. The bus journey also seemed to take forever.
When we arrived Dominique and Nicolai meet us at the bus stop and we walked back to her house with big bags, and stopped at Domionos to get a pizza for lunch, when we arrived at Doms house we went into her kitchen to eat our food, there was crumbs all over the table, food dressing had been spilt all over the floor, which me and Laura stood on and flys were everywhere, and the fact we had to eat our pizza in this.

Dominique went to work at 4pm on Friday and we talked to her mum for ages, she was telling us about how Dom has changed so much, and the people who she now hangs around with. Her mum went out for awhile to dye someones hair and we looked after Nicolai. We cleaned the whole house for them, tideyed the lounge, vaccumed it, then did the dishes plus the dishes that had already been done, moped the kitchen floor, cleaned the kitchen table, cleaned Nicolais room, gave Nicolai a bath, got him dressed, and put him into bed.

That night Dom and her mum went out and brought alchoel and left me and Laura home with these drunk guys called Tyronne (Blue) and a some guy called Dee (Daniel). They were so drunk that they were yelling, and Tyronne was wearing a box for a hat, and looked in the mirror and was shocked to see that he was wearing a box hat, he was actually qutie funny. Me and Laura wanted to watch Joe Black but then that stupid guy called Dee, said it looked like a stupid movie and wanted to listen to music. Then Chris came over and i went into Dominiques room for a little while then came back and he was gone. Then apparantly a guy called James got stabbed next door and we heard all this yelling and screaming when we were about to go over there, but there was no-way we were going to with that stuff going on, chris came out with a pitchfork saying “stay out” “violence”. Dominique still went over though and left me and Laura at her house (once again).

It was about 12 on Friday night and Dee was going on about going to some guy called Dave’s house to get a gun or something, and Dom desprately wanted to go, so we went. When we were walking Chris came over to me and said “oi i want to talk to you” i said “what” he asked how i was, and how my life was going i said im good, and my life is awesome and he said thats good, then offered me some stright Vodka, which actually felt really nice in my mouth, but then 10 minutes after i felt so sick and had to sit down for awhile. Then Blue and Chris got into a fight so we all went our seperate ways. When we were almost at Dave’s, Chris came running up to us, saying Dee had shot him in then leg, and Dee was running around drunk with his gun. When we were at the caravan there was a police watching what we were doing, Apparently there was a savage dog on the loose, so we got scared of that and the fact some drunkard had a gun. We arrived back at about 2am, then we watched Interview with the Vampire, it was quite a good movie.

On Saturday everyone was drinking during the day apart from Me, Laura and Dominique, thats so disgusting. Dominique even goes out with one of them, his name is James, and to think that Dominique thinks he is good looking, with the clothes he wears and his hair and face, yet alone the intellutual ability of him.

I was quite glad to come home last night, i think i have come down with something, as i dont feel to great. I havent seen Micheal for 6 days and im missing him like crazy. Hes coming over tonight hehe.

Well it has been a long time since i have wrote a post.  And we only have 1 week of school left, then exams, i think i only need 3 more credits to pass, i think i can get them in a week. We only have 2 exams, English and Biology. Me and Laura passed a 10 credit assessment in Tourism yesterday which helped a lot. Micheal has moved out of our house and back with his dad, i miss him heaps, although i still see him pretty much every night. Its almost christmas yay, once again i am my usual exticed self when it comes to christmas. I want a computer, hopefully i get one, although i wont mind to much if i dont. We are just finishing a childcare assessment. Only have a bit more left to do.

We went to go see 3 displays of fireworks last week, 1 at Manfield, 1 at Otaki and 1 at speedway, but on Friday night we also had fireworks at Micheals, it was pretty scary because Zoe got burnt in the tummy by one, luckily it didnt get on her face. Me, Zoe and Jolene kept running away from them and Jolene fell in a hole and i lost my shoe. Then we got these Harry Potter fireworks, and we used the Harry Potter magic spells haha, i almost hit mine at the powerpole and Zoe thought it was going to explode. On saturday, Me, Micheal, Jolene and Ricky went 4 wheel driving to the shannon Dams, it was so much fun and we seen a really pretty river and in the summer we are going to go swimming there, Ricky wants a 4 wheel drive to now, so him and Micheal can go together haha. We also got stuck and Micheal had to pull as out with a winch. When we were driving back Micheal almost crashed into a red van due to not looking where he was going. And the guy in the van, looked at Micheal funny and almost put his head into Micheals window, Ricky called him Cletus, and we thought he took the dead Possums. We then see 4 goats that Micheal wants to go back and shoot.

Dominiques birthday is soon, and im giving her another one of Fluffys kittens, I hope this time it wont die, as she has bad luck with Kittens. I hope dad cleans our pool out soon as summer is getting closer.

Today is really cold and rainy. We are in childcare and Jolene isnt here today.

Tonight is the Lunar Elcipse, im going to watch it if the rain dosent clear up and the grey sky goes away. Today is so boring i really just want to go home and sit by the fire drinking a nice hot chocolate.

On Friday night i finished work at 6.20pm so i texted Micheal and said we could probably make it to dinner with the others but then he still hadnt finished work, mum dropped me off at his house at about 7.20 and he showed me his house, it was pretty cool and he said he cleaned his room (although it looked like it needed a vaccum). We arrived in Palmerston at about 7.50 and we waited at the top of the car park for ages for Riki then we went into the movies with him and Jolene and Laura were already there, and Laura told me that she went up the wrong esucaltor, it sounded so halirous. The movie was very good i enjoyed it, Micheal fell asleep through some of it. Afterwards we had to wait at a werid machine thing that people were paying money into (had no idea why), even a lady asked us what it was for, i almost forgot to give Laura her birthday present. Me and Micheal went to Burger King after that for tea, as we hadnt had our dinner yet, Im glad we didnt go to KFC with Laura, Jolene and Ricki after what they said they said it was disgusting. Me and Micheal were sitting in his car eating it on a side street, when we seen a random walking down the street, he was walking funny and immediatly i had a feeling about him, (not a good one), when he walked past, he came right up to my window and put his head in, i was so scared. i almost jumped out of the seat, but he quickly hurried away. We went back to Micheals house for a bit after that, and got to my house about 12.30pm.

On Saturday we went to Micheals house like 3 times, first to pick up his bike, and he made me go over to his friend Kerias house over the road to say hello, then we took his bike down to my house, then he gave me a little ride on it, It was pretty fun not as scary as i thought it would be, then later on that night we took his trailor back.

On Sunday we went motorbike riding on a track sort of thing with a paddock, it was so fun, Micheal was such a daredevil on his bike, going up really high on hills, It looked as though he was going to fall off, me and Olivia just went around on our 4-wheeler, and dad and samuel went on his 2-wheeler, Dad and Samuel fell off, and Samuel said that dad went into the air and did the rolly-polly, that image is so halrious. I got angry when Olivia kept riding through heaps of mud, and it kept splashing up.
The weekend was pretty fun and i got to spend the whole of it with Micheal which was good, he went home early this morning.

Today is going slow, seems to be dragging on. I finished my essay for english in study but now i cant find it anywhere, i probably left it there.

Im not going to dinner at fishermans table, with Jolene, Ricki and Laura because i wont be home in time from work. Micheal got a bit angry at it, due to he hates plans been re-arraneged, he apologized though, so we are just going up for the movie, should be fun anyway and we might do something after not sure yet though. Micheal has the weekend off so he is staying at my house which is good, and i think he is bringing his motorbike down.

We are in english and im doing my wide-reading and Jolene and Laura are doing there speeches.

We are going to go to well-tech in Wellington, Jolene is going to do a computer course, Laura are beautician one, and me a Vet Nurse one, it sounds really good and i only need 9 credits this year to do the course.  

Today is actually a nice day, Although its not that sunny the sun is still out, which is a change for around here. Our sheep had a lamb this morning and it was quite big. We now have 3 baby lambs they are so cute.

Tonight we are going to Palmy to see the Bourne Ultimatium, and then going to dinner. I told Laura what i got her yesterday, I cant keep surprises. We are deciding what to get at the canteen always a dilemma.

Today is Laura’s birthday. Yay im not the only one whos 17 now. We are in the libary because we have study. We are going on our tourism trip in less than a month i cant wait, it should be heaps of fun, apart from the fact that a certain person is coming.

We are going to see Bourne ultimanatum tomorrow night for Laura’s birthday, although me and Jolene havent seen the first to.

I havent got much to really write about, nothing interesting is happeing just the usual school.

I’m reading this book at the moment about an author who had a son who was Manic-Despressive (bipolar disorder) It is a true story, and its a really good book. At the age of 1 he was so intellegent, and by 19 he commited suicide because he couldnt control his own brain, one day when he was talking to his mum (he was about 4) he said “When i was big once”, this struck his mum has highly unusual, her asking him, “what do you mean when you were big once”, he replied “when i was big, i have been here before you know. I only have a few more pages to read, but it was so sad, he was going to be a rock-star. He was very talented.

 Me and Laura want to make our blogs more intresting instead of wrtiting about what we do in everyday life, boring stuff, that no-one really wants to read. We want to talk about stuff like, Ghosts, Aliens, Astrology, Numerlogy, The world coming to an end, pretty much all the Paranormal stuff, which we are highly intrested in.

We are in Computer studies and dont seem to be getting much work done because we all seem to be in very happy moods which is good.

I went to bed really early last night at 8.30, but today i feel really good. Mum and dad brought me a new matress and its really comfortable.

I went to the doctors yesterday, he put me on the same pill as Jolene and he also gave me some new Eczema cream because i had been using my old one on my face because it had spread and i didnt know i wasnt supposed to and he said that it thins your skin out, which was scary but at least i know not to use that one again, he also gave me a good moisturer for it, some tablets and some special cream to use on my face.

Micheal stays at house almost every weekend now which is good, but i still havent been to his house and we have been going out for 3 months which is werid.

We are going to Jolenes house tomorrow night to watch DVDs.